Fulfilling the human potential:
Pacifist personalities react with fear. Overwhelming fear trips the quick-fix survival mechanism, internalizing fear/flight (1920, physiologist, Walter B. Cannon). Fear/flight defaults to the persona of the victim, the passive inferior, blaming and injuring oneself, valuing oneself as treated by others. Fear/flight quick-fix defenses that never fix are fantasy, stoicism, alcohol, and drugging. The aggressor personality reacts with anger. Overwhelming anger trips the quick-fix survival mechanism, internalizing anger/fight. Anger/fight defaults to the persona of the bully, the proactive superior blaming and injuring others, valuing oneself by the grandiosity of power over others. Anger/fight quick fix defenses that never fix are fantasy, stoicism, alcohol, drugging, and controlling others with lies, non-person labeling, injury, drugging, terror, torture, crime, and war. My Journey from Dependent Child to Loving Adult
Electric Shock / Hysterical Amnesia Electric shock causes near-death convulsions. A fearful person has some "fear of death" from potentially fatal near-death convulsions. Electric shock, near-death convulsions twice? Not told how many times? Every other day for weeks? As with any horror too horrible to be real, hysterical amnesia sets in. Psychiatry touts the hysterical laughter as relieved mental illness. Reeling from my head injury, I escaped after four Electric Terrors. The next day, I dimly remembered having been locked up by psychiatry but none of the details ... until the flashbacks. I exploded into suicidal and homicidal terror and was recommitted. Drugs - The Chemical Pressure Cooker Because I no longer trusted psychiatrists, I was labeled "paranoid schizophrenic." Drugs were force injected until I swallowed the pills. Alcohol, illegal or legal drugs targeting the brain, altering conscious awareness, at first seem to help. That is why alcoholics and addicts (and I) become alcoholics and addicts. "All I needed was my pills." Seven months later, I was discharged, my mind emotionless apathy, my body sick and stiff. Conscious awareness altering drugs are a pressure cooker, repressing, dehumanizing the spirit. Underneath the chemical lid, repressed emotions and physical damage builds into suicidal and homicidal terror and despair. A year later, I exploded into a blackout, suicidal and homicidal psychiatric-drug rage. Psychiatry's revolving door, revolving. Repression, rebound, explosion. Stimulation, rebound, depression. Brain-drugging, exploding blackout drug rages. The mandate of all brain-drugging alcoholics and addicts: quit brain-drugging or die. One of my blackout periods extended over a year. I have scars on my body I have no idea how I got. The drugs were killing me! I quit the drugs cold turkey. Having convulsions, I was hospitalized by real doctors in a real hospital. Real doctors know convulsions can be fatal and do what they can to prevent them with real medicine. But not knowing how to quit being suicidal and homicidal, I continued to be. Born very gentle I did not injure anyone else, but four times I remember I came within seconds, one a child. I became catatonic; the ring of black thoughts and flickering red flames seeking hope burnt round my head and, hopeless, burnt itself out; my cramped body moved. I was judged a danger to myself and others and certified to a mental prison, the last stop for the hopeless helpless. A few weeks later, following the instructions of my friend and mentor, a bug on the windowsill, I escaped back to the streets. My Thoughts on Psychiatric Records Read the psychiatrists' own words here:
"She is oriented times three - recalls three of three objects in five minutes."
"She constantly looks around as though confused. Her affect is depressed and hostile."
"People 'want me dead.' '(She) wants to get help and cannot get that help.'"
"Her speech is soft, whining and child-like, and is very halting. She relates in a childish, dependent, and helpless manner."
A Logical Conclusion To psycho-logically develop and be cured of mental illness, I would need to get out of the mentally-ill superior/inferior co-dependent relationships and brain damaging maltreatment and get into a spiritual adult, equally worthy person, nurturing relationship of unity, truth, and love. ESCAPE FROM PSYCHIATRY
The Cure of Mental Illness: Self-Development A male nurse in an emergency room said, "Go to Alcoholics Anonymous; they teach people how to get well." I went. They looked at my skin on bones, jerking body. They said, "You can get well; we will help you." So I lied and said I was an alcoholic. After my first meeting, I was no longer suicidal or homicidal, for I had found hope and people to help me - adults treating others with the self-development food of unity, truth, and love. The 12-Step self-development programs have been curing millions of people of brain drugging and mental illness for over 50 years.
About 7 months after escaping psychiatry and gaining 20 pounds ... Mental Health! Mental health is the psychological development, educational process of unity, truth, and love. The automatic fear or anger psycho reactions of the child are replaced with the logical, conscience-directed actions of the self-dependent adult. I was one of psychiatry's chronically mentally ill for 31 years, committed to mental prisons about 50 times, and spent over seven years locked up. Unnumbered times into emergency rooms, and admitted about 12 times, real doctors in real hospitals saved my life over and over, both from my suicide attempts and the life-threatening psychiatric drug-withdrawal and physical damage. I worked through everything except psychiatry. To look at psychiatry I would need arms available 24/7. I entered an alcohol and drug rehabilitation center. It had the same negativity as psychiatry: "If you were any good, you wouldn't be here." Thirty days later I left worse off than when I entered. I entered another. It had the same negativity as psychiatry: "If you were any good, you wouldn't be here." Three days later I left worse off than I entered. I entered another. "You can get well; we will help you!" Working through the terror, learning the mental tools, it took me just six months from my first Alcoholics Anonymous meeting to make the Profound Change to being an equally worthy child of man and God, and knowing that everyone is. Self-examination, self-knowledge, self-healing, self-discipline, actualization of the real loving self.
Psychological Testing at End of Drug Treatment Stay:
"All test scores progress to well within normal ranges." — Psychological Testing Five Years Later:
"The patient displays adequate ego strength and appears to be comfortable with her sense of self. She tends to enjoy social relationships and social activities. There are no indications of organicity, severe emotional turmoil, or cognitive disorders." My Life's Work When I thought as a child, I valued myself as others treated me. Treated as a worthless thing without a human brain by psychiatry, I hated me, injured me, and became suicidal and lashing back homicidal. Achieving adult thinking, knowing I and everyone else is an equally worthy child of man and God, I work to empower others to adult thinking. I am founder of Welcome World, a 501(c)(3) nonprofit, curing mental illness the self-development way. Humans Anonymous, Step 1: We admitted we were powerless over automatic reactions and wanted to learn the adult way. Psychiatrized Anonymous, Step 1: We admitted we were powerless over psychiatry and could not manage our own lives. "We." Just as teachers stay in school all their lives, so people stay in anonymous programs to help the newcomers. When I was young and healthy, I had a chemical imbalance of feeling-bad fear flowing through my brain and body. Later I had a chemical balance of feeling emotionless apathy with psychiatric drugs flowing through my brain and body, but rebounded to a chemical imbalance of horrible suicidal and homicidal feelings. Now that I am old and physically challenged, but mentally well, I have a chemical imbalance of feeling-good love chemicals flowing through my brain and body! A couple of well-read copies of my autobiography, "Escape from Psychiatry", are in the town library. I am a member of the Town Planning Commission. I have married. I am one of the most blessed of people, set free to be an adult, loving and serving God and self by loving and serving others. Welcome to
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Olmstead is an established Supreme Court decision providing the "least restrictive alternative" requirement when the government infringes on "fundamental" constitutional rights, such as the right to liberty and to be free of unwanted substances. Psychiatry is the most restrictive alternative: The Brain-Targeting Physical Quick Fixes of Electricity and Drugs that Never Fix;
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